II.  Sarah/AngelEyes

There were two things that people who role-played wanted to do.  Fight other people, and fuck.  Teenagers  (and any other creepers who managed to deceive and hide their true identities) were given a blank canvas to host our very own day-time television drama every day.  But for me, the best part about all of this was none of it had to affect your real world once you stepped away from the keyboard. Or so I thought.

I eventually met a girl from my cousin's group who went by the name of AngelEyes.  Long story short, I never really got to know her too well.  Those chat rooms were very much like the school setting I'd known back in PA.  We were all just trying to fit in, and often times things came down to playing a massive roundabout game of copycat.  Being "with" someone is just something we all did.



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